as i sit here, enjoying morning coffee and toast i'm talking to Jesus about the last few months, the last year, and what's to come in the next 3 months, the leaving and coming back. Excited to see what happens and what incredibly heart shaping things will happen. Is it sad that i'm already thinking about how i will get to see people i love when i come home and how glorious that will be. How different we will all be even though it's only a few months.
Ok Jesus, here we go. a life so different, a place so new, and so far from the life i've been blessed to encounter in the last year. No looking back only right in the moment, consumed with what each second is going to hold. Sometimes i forget, sometimes i don't always listen the way i'm He's asking me to. I've been trying to write for the last 4 days and every time i sit down i want to write about the future or something about the past that I loved and learned from yet every time Jesus stops me in my tracks and reminds me about the moment. The one i'm living in right now, nothing to think about but what Jesus is doing right there. Talking to Him in that second and talking to Him about the right now. Holy crap i love Him. The future will handle itself, let Him carry you in His arms being the only one who you tell everything, the One you laugh and cry with. When you're craving conversation that lets your heart ignite, talk to Him.
17But the wisdom that is from above is first pure,
then peaceable, gentle, willing to yield, full of mercy and good fruits
without partiality and without hypocrisy.18Now the
fruit of righteousness is sown in peace by those
who make peace.
- James 3 :17 - 18 -
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