I'm learning to trust, to rest completely on HIS grace and provision, that is sufficient to feed, clothe, and supply an army. Why am i so afraid then? afraid of failure, of loosing who i am.
I realized something today, that no matter the job i apply for this summer or work at, no matter the lack of community help it may produce i will always be someone who was on staff at Living Water or the girl who got the amazing privilege to work at a youth center in Oly. I will always have memories and feel completely at home and rest with a cup of Batdorf in my hand, walking downtown. That's me, i may be in new places, go through new experiences but i will always have started there. :) Thank you Jesus for the clarity that You've provided in the midst of it all. That even though my heart faints You pick me up and carry me, You show me things in the unknown that i could never have imagined or dreamnt of on my own.
I will say this though, i can not wait to drive back to Oly. to be back within it's city limits. To drink some heavenly Batdorf, have some great coffee conversations, and maybe hit alki on a late night drive. It's going to be glorious! :)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
TODAY
today.
today my dad, without being asked, belted. into a prayer over my protection and a job for me... interrupted in the middle of a conversation to pray :) something is happening.
today, i had an amazing talk with a great lady at a Temp. agency. She felt that she had some possible jobs for me :) feeling such peace about the place that He will provide of work. Excited to bring His joy into any work situation.
today, i will turn in an application at a faith based drug rehab center Redding. I don't know what to expect or what the purpose may be. A whole new place, new people, harder people. It's obvious i'm not on Oly. anymore :)
today, i ate ice cream for lunch :) win!
I'm honored to be here with my Creator, to be set apart, refreshed, refined in the fire to only see His perfect purpose on the other side. that my heart, mind, soul may be so consumed, intertwined, and threaded by Him. Jesus i love you
today my dad, without being asked, belted. into a prayer over my protection and a job for me... interrupted in the middle of a conversation to pray :) something is happening.
today, i had an amazing talk with a great lady at a Temp. agency. She felt that she had some possible jobs for me :) feeling such peace about the place that He will provide of work. Excited to bring His joy into any work situation.
today, i will turn in an application at a faith based drug rehab center Redding. I don't know what to expect or what the purpose may be. A whole new place, new people, harder people. It's obvious i'm not on Oly. anymore :)
today, i ate ice cream for lunch :) win!
I'm honored to be here with my Creator, to be set apart, refreshed, refined in the fire to only see His perfect purpose on the other side. that my heart, mind, soul may be so consumed, intertwined, and threaded by Him. Jesus i love you
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