hmmmm

I'm learning to trust, to rest completely on HIS grace and provision, that is sufficient to feed, clothe, and supply an army. Why am i so afraid then? afraid of failure, of loosing who i am.
I realized something today, that no matter the job i apply for this summer or work at, no matter the lack of community help it may produce i will always be someone who was on staff at Living Water or the girl who got the amazing privilege to work at a youth center in Oly. I will always have memories and feel completely at home and rest with a cup of Batdorf in my hand, walking downtown. That's me, i may be in new places, go through new experiences but i will always have started there. :) Thank you Jesus for the clarity that You've provided in the midst of it all. That even though my heart faints You pick me up and carry me, You show me things in the unknown that i could never have imagined or dreamnt of on my own.

I will say this though, i can not wait to drive back to Oly. to be back within it's city limits. To drink some heavenly Batdorf, have some great coffee conversations, and maybe hit alki on a late night drive. It's going to be glorious! :)