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There's something about taking yourself out of a place of comfort to a place where nothing is the norm. New people, new conversations, different adventures. You view yourself differently, you think about your life as you watch people living their dream. It made me think about my dreams, about my desires.... the things that make me truly excited that make me long for change, the conversations that i desire to have.... Helped me realize who i really am, why i love, why i bother dreaming and living in the moment, in every second for Him. Gosh dang it... It makes me wonder. Makes me question and think about the choices that we make.
You meet people with the same interests, same desires, people who make your heart go crazy, have conversations that make you wonder about what happiness could really be. It's all the unknown. Part of this crazy ride that we call life. A life that's nothing more than living for Him, that's nothing more than being sold out. people will come in and out of your life, but it's the matter of staying so strong and so true to who He's created you to be that the person, the right person that makes your heart go crazy, that person will fall in line with your path.
I genuinely love who i am, who i am becoming. crave to be desired, crave to be pouring out and encouraging, crave to give hugs, and laugh, a laugh that sets my soul on fire. Crave conversation. I know it will come. in due time, that He will not let one of my heart's desires go unbreathed. I will sleep head on the pillow, the mind full of hopes and dreams, wishing that this weekend wasn't just a good time, wasn't just a dream, if it was i will rest well in a few weeks, with the mind at easy with the new friends and conversations that were made...
Thank you my precious Jesus for this life, for the place. a place that i could never have dreamed of or ever imagined encountered on my own. I'm in love with HIM, who YOU. take my steps, Organize my steps, my thoughts, my breaths, desires, and dreams. Let them take your flight and your control like never before. Daddy, thank you for this ride... TO you i am so grateful.
good night. may your dreams take you to a place of hope and purpose.